Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Sitting Here

Sitting on the couch staring at my Elon Fellows application.
Realizing how underwhelming of an applicant I am.

-sigh-

My SAT scores are below their recommended/required bar and I'm still applying.

UGH.
I just feel so stupid when I do these things.
BLOOBYBLAHBY.
I mean, here's the essay for the Communications Fellows program:
What experiences have you had or what special characteristics do you have that will distinguish you from your peers in the School of Communications? What do you plan to accomplish in college to prepare yourself for a career in communications? Include in your essay a discussion of how the media will change in upcoming years and how you will prepare yourself for these changes.

Oh my god--I DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M MAJORING IN COMMUNICATIONS.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT COMMUNICATIONS IS.
I JUST WANT TO WORK FOR NBC.
I WILL BE THEIR JANITOR IF THAT MEANS I GET TO WORK IN THE SAME STUDIO AS TINA FEY AND AMY POEHLER.

I wonder if some kids have been DREAMING of being communications majors their whole lives and they have, like, buttloads of experience and whatnot.
Because I BET THERE ARE KIDS LIKE THAT.

Oy, I guess I'll just work on the applications s'more tomorrow.

In other news; Kevin got an iPhone 4S today. I used it more than he did.
Sooooooooooooo, my whole family is planning on getting the iPhone 4S now. I'm pooping excited.
AND THAT DAY WILL BE FEBRUARY 16TH.
And then my mom said she'll be getting me my EVER-SO-DESIRED 128 SSD MacBook Pro somewhere around March. I'ma be APPLED UP FORREALZ.

Oh my god, I just looked at my Photobucket to see what pictures I had to put on my blog.

First of all:


And:


I mean, sure this roof tile is a whole lot of nonsense...but you know what? THAT'S WHAT I AM. And if I don't get into this Fellows program, or UNC, or any other program, that's fine, right? Because I'm still beautiful. And vajayjay.

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